WHEN YOU'RE GONE....

When you’re gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you

When you’re gone
The face I came to know is missing too

When you’re gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok

I miss you

love ?? like ??

i found this article very interesting ... and it's quite true also....it's from the magazine -- ifeel,,so i have to translate it into english and post it here ...haha..




1. when u like him, standing beside him will make u happy.....^^
when u love him, in front of him u'll have real fast heartbeat, "dup dup, dup dup"

2. when u like him, having conversation with him is so much easier, u can crap wadeva !!
when u love him, talking to him might be a lil bit hard as u find ur tongue is bind tightly....

3. if u like him, when he's crying u'll find ways to make him happy and pleased him..
if u love him.. seeing him cry, u're be there by his side and cry along with him...

4. when stop thinking of someone u like, u'll cover ur ears, eyes, face....stop seeing him..
when stop thinking of someone u love, u'll just close ur eyes and hold ur tears *sob*

5. u like him, look straight into his eyes makes u ~~ SMILE !!!
u love him, simply looking at him makes u ~~ SHY+BLUSH !!!

p/s : guys,, reading this,,simply change him --> her !!! lol...... any comments,,plz respond.....=p

Random.......

i received a sms which is 6 pages long.......and guess what ??!!! i "ter"delete it just a few seconds i finish reading it ... damn it !!! i was suppose to forward to my sis,, coz i found it very meaningful ..

it's in chinese,,bout love,,friendship,,life...wad i could recalled is only :

~~ in the word BELIEVE,, there is always a LIE ..... ~~

(so can we really always believe in everything ?? can we 100% trust somebody ?? not even ourselves,,no idea wad are we going to do next,,even though we think or believe that we are going to do this / not going to do it )

thing that made m3 HAPPY recently !!!

i got a brand new digital camera....my dad bought it for me---earlier birthday present !!! yippie....(wonder what's my DOB...? ask me )

FUJIFILM FINE PIX J10....(new)

black is always better....


i like the front part....

~can start camwhoring more often (sounds familiar this sentence...ya ya,,put it as my msn pm b4)=p

~taking pictures here and there......food, scenery, friends....

~but 3x zoom only,,,enough ?? think so.....wait til i really make use of its f(x) lar.....lol

~coz now only taking with people around,,close up 1 ...

~wait til i'm going to the next concert,,then i can ZOOM really reallly really far...hope i can see the person's face clear enough lar

tag thingy

here i am.....was tagged by Cla...lol

"Six things I’m passionate about
manicure+pedicure
handphone
cheesecake
psychology
my laptop
honey milk

Six things I say too often
what ??
are you sure.....?
puh-lease
so how..
duno lar
oh my god !!!


Six books I’ve read recently
psychology in action (my text)
psychology references...(4 my term paper )
being a happy teen
secret ( just flip through)
erm......
seventeen
woman's weekly (magazines...does it count ?? )


Six songs I can listen to again and again
Bleeding Love
Love like This
Tattoo
Big girls dont cry
Apologize
When you're gone

Six things I learnt in the past year
appreciate and enjoy life
ways to destress....
eat and stay healthy @ the same time..
practise YOGA to stay fit
how to blog at last....
try to be more confident


Six people to tag
Benji
Celine
Jean Hwei
Joanna
Kendrick
Robin

hate this......

damn it,,how come public speaking class is full ? no way.......

hey,, y we alwaiz hav 2 study mass com's subj huh ??
public speaking lar,,sociology lar,,

then subj fr ELS summore---study skills,,expository wrting,,,,,

these are even included in our CORE SUBJECT....haiz,,how can i really finish 100% of my subject ?? i wana do my CO-OP , dun wana delay it...i dun wana miss my graduation...>,<

so thinking mayb sept gonna take 3 subj ... sum said we can but wil "die"..sum said will not be approved....i'll think bout it 1st,,everything has to wait til sept (the brand new sem) now i cant do anything,,they REJECTED my public speaking,, duh....i cant do anything,,cant add another ADVERTISING....

this course selection thingy made me realised something and i have to be smart + fast during the nex course selection...any year 1 subj offered , if the time doesnt clash,,mesti cepat cepat GRAB it !!! ( ooppss,,am i acting like a kia-su person,,nah....dun think too much...whr gt ?? ) lol

time flies !!

so fast, i've already studied for almost 3months...came in here in May,, started studying on 5/5/08....if i'm not mistaken lar,,hehe...

today,,we have to choose what subjects to study in our short semester- september..
here it is,,actually very very few subjects were offered...we have no choice,,terpaksa lar....

1. introduction to public speaking

2. introduction to management & organization theory (MOT)

very fast, wil hav to take my FINAL ( the week after nex week,,there it is !! )
7/8/08 = malaysian studies
8/8/08 = moral studies
18/8/08 = introduction to psychology 1 + statistic for psychology
20/8/08 = introduction to psychology 2
then,,off i go to enjoy my holiday !!! yeah....hooray !!!

i really cant wait to go to LANGKAWI AWANA PORTO MALAI (3 days 2 nights relaxation package)-->this is something my mum won joining a contest in WOMAN'S WEEKLY the magazine...lol...just treat it as a early 20th birthday gift for me lar....hehe...

i never experience before --> what ?? --> spa + foot refecxoloy ..muahaha....it will the best damn thing if the package include : manicure + pedicure !!! ^o^

okie,,what to see nice pictures or want to know my holiday ?? stay tuned.......(i know it's still a long long way to go lar....hvnt even done my chapter test this coming wed and thurs, my group presentation next week...lol )

AWAKE !!! a must watch movie...

(sorry guys, i was busy and lazy too...to write the synopsis of the movie,,,so here are some info from the net,,coz i really want u guys to know---it's a NICE+FANTASTIC movie....but quite disgusting becoz of the surgery part...go grab the dvd, i know it's back in 2007, this movie....if u hav a chance,,try to watch it..wont regret at all)

Capital-investment firm chief Clay Beresford (Hayden Christensen) is in love with a woman named Sam (Jessica Alba) but is unwilling to tell his mother, Lilith Beresford (Lena Olin), of their relationship. It is later revealed that this is due to Sam being Lilith's personal assistant. Clay suffers from a heart condition that requires a heart transplant to be carried out by Dr. Jack Harper (Terrance Howard) who had previously saved his life and is now his good friend. Lilith and her friend, Dr. Neyer (Arliss Howard), try to dissuade him from using Dr. Harper as his surgeon, due to Harper's spotty medical history and existing malpractice claims. In the interim, he has to disclose his relationship with his fiancé, Sam. Lilith does not take kindly to Clay's haste and asks him to wait until he is older.

Clay becomes upset and leaves with Sam, to be married in a private midnight ceremony with Dr. Harper as his best man and witness. As Clay and Sam begin to consummate their marriage, Clay receives a message via his pager informing him of a heart being ready for his transplant. Clay goes to the hospital to meet with Dr Harper, where Lilith tries to dissuade him again and insists Dr. Neyer perform the surgery instead. Clay, frustrated with his mother's sheltering, brushes aside her concerns and proceeds with Dr. Harper as his surgeon.
In the operating room the original anesthesiologist is unexpectedly replaced by an apparently inept doctor, Larry, claiming to be from another hospital, this disturbs some of the team members and momentarily concerns Clay. During surgery, Clay encounters "anesthetic awareness" and finds himself fully conscious but paralyzed. To escape the pain, Clay has an out-of-body experience.

From the conversations in the operating room Clay discovers his entire surgical team has plotted to kill him on the operating table. The failure or rejection of the transplant would prove fatal without a viable alternative. Dr. Harper is having second thoughts when Sam comes in to encourage him to go through with the plan. Meanwhile, Lilith anxiously awaits for the results of the operation. Sam tries to win the affection of her new mother-in-law during her moment of vulnerability.
Lilith grows suspicious of Sam, who seemed to have a lot of knowledge of the hospital and its personnel. So she looks through her purse, only to find that Sam was a nurse at the hospital where the surgery is being performed before she became her assistant. Sam enters the operating room and from the following conversations Clay discovers that Sam worked at the hospital under Dr. Harper, and realizes that Sam is also part of the scheme. He becomes dejected, and, accepting his fate, walks to his home and awaits death.

Lilith intentionally overdoses and calls her doctor to return and save her son (Clay's blood type is extremely rare, and Lilith is his only hope now due to the failed heart). Dr. Neyer returns to replace Dr. Harper and his surgical team with Lilith as a new heart donor. Larry also seems to know that there was something sinister about the old operating team. Dr. Neyer tells them that the police are on the way, and that he knew the drug they had injected into the transplant heart to cause it to fail. As they try to escape, Larry tells the police where two of them went.
Sam abandons Dr. Harper , saying that she will claim innocence in the matter. So Dr. Harper locks himself in his office and tells Sam that he has the syringe with Sam's fingerprints on it, and awaits his inevitable arrest, expressing repentance for his actions. It is revealed Sam had persuaded Dr. Harper under the pretense that she would use part of Clay's vast fortune to pay for all of the malpractice suits against Dr. Harper as payment for assisting her in the murder.
Although the transplant is a success, Clay refuses to leave limbo believing he has nothing left in the outside world after his mother's death and wife's betrayal. Lilith appears to him and revisits his childhood past with him and shows that during a quarrel she accidentally murdered his father to protect him. After Lilith convinces Clay that he is a better man than his father ever was, Clay decides that his life is worth living and leaves

limbo.
Dr. Harper closes the film with the phrase, "He is awake", and his narration admits their guilt. Sam is shown being cornered and arrested.

fun outing

-went to leisure mall on saturday
-with my look a-bit-older-but-actually-younger sister (she's gonna kill m3>,<)
-watched HELLBOY 2
-great+amazing+a bit funny+a bit touching+action.....
-bought 2 pairs of VOIR shoes...50% is just so worth it !!!
-share with my sis, we share everything--clothes,accessories,,wadeva...=p
- having a sis is really nice...luckily we can fit in almost every things
-same size ? not really,,almost...but still can lar....
-in just merely 5 hours---guess we've eaten ??!!!
-dun freak out, we share our meals too,,1 portion/person too much

v

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-baskin robbin single scoop+A&W waffles with ice-cream+junk food+SECRET RECIPE set lunch+apple cheese cake = stomachache (when i reach home )

-but i really enjoy it !!!
- i live to eat .. okie ?? lol
-wat else ??

-ya,,met ivy,carina,peng @ secret recipe...3 of them alwaiz stick together..lol
-then, i bought a base coat from ELIANTO...
-clothes ??? no,,cant find something i like....
- i know,,i'm fussy
-on the way bac,,i hit the emergency break few times
-coz i drove a little bit fast and recklessly
-my sis was kinda scare,,and those shoes behind in plastic bags were --
- just a mess !!! lol
-reach home,,my dad started to nag "buy shoes again ? open your closet and see
,,it's full edi.....dont u have enough shoes ? we have 2buy a new closet lar !!!"
-bla bla bla

u called this many ? it's just part of it...... i'm still collecting leh

ahB,,love ya very very muchie....muaks...

why people do such things.....

i was so pissed last friday, why ? when i went to pasar malam near my place here (taman muda),,saw a woman in her late 30's like that, throw a polystrene container which is quite big though right in front of me....there the rubbish landed on the floor,,off she go......without realising she was creating rubbish-destrying the beauty of our environment !!!

hey puh-lease,,we are all adults, can think properly lar...what's the consequences of our act ?? i bet she didnt learned moral or dont know what's the major problem the earth is facing now (sorry, that moment i was really mad....when i saw the look on her face---as if it-correct-to-dump-rubbish-anywhere,,tidak apa attitude...words are rushing to mouth to be said,,but i manage to control and only said : "hou sam lor" it's cantonese if u dont understand, my fren...kinda loud too,,as i noticed she heard and looked back,,people around as well....SO WHAT ?? i did nothing wrong,,she's the one should feel ashamed...)

once, when i was driving, saw 1 guy threw out a empty cigg packet from the window....again, i was started cursing him (haiz),,smoking already contribute to so so so much problems, the air is somehow rather being polluted, people around you have to suffer, now still it creates more and more rubbish....why people are so selfish ?? think about others : your love ones, the environment, all the consequences ...haha....for those who are reading this, PLEASE QUIT SMOKING !! (and also that "w" thing....u got it ? mr tony...lol)

FYI....i hate people doing such things :
1. of coz the 1 i mentioned here...throwing rubbish elsewhere
2. smoking..
3. open burning (feel like pouring water 2stop it whenever i see that..><)
4. waste their food..
5. abuse animals, chidren....

by the way,, i think all this started when i did my moral assignment this SEM and had our group presentation last week, our topic is ENVIRONMENT,,bout pollutions, 3R.....that's why i felt like ---> hoping more and more people are aware the problems this world is facing now, dont destroy it , instead SAVE THE EARTH !!!

isnt this amazing ??? i want to swim with the turtle in the future...dont destruct the nature,,save the animals before extinction.....

moral presentation--all 9 members here !!! ^^ (sry,,a bit blurred)

nic3 day today....

today, nothing special happen in the morning...went to my msian studies class as usual,,others having their drama presentation (chinese wedding, Tunku Abdul Rahman..) my group ?? ours is the funniest--> chinese FUNERAL !!! we did our presentation last week, if i'm not mistaken...........who's the dead person ? NOBODY ,, to be fair, each of us has something to say ....

after class,, i was suppose to go to computer lab or library as usual cos it's something lik my wed routine....haha....thn wait, wait, and wait until 2pm ( intro to psyc1 class ) but damn it, it was raining cats and dogs outside, that explained why it was freezing inside....i have to walk all the way from blockC to library there....although it was kinda near, i was wet from head to toe..wearing my UCSI-T+jeans skirt+sandals=COLD!!! haiz.........>,<>

later, 12pm something went to LOBBY as there will be the HIVE thingy happening at 12.30pm ( my lovely psyc lecturer--ms daisy going to sing there !!! ^^V) of coz,,all of us going to support her lar....apa lagi ?? also---SSLA ANIMAL'S DAY is at the lobby too......people bringing pets, selling clothes+shoes+cool accessories...., selling cookies, anything else.....cant remember much ,, coz i spend most of my time choosing which necklace to buy .. haha..

i bought this at first, it's very different, something like a ribbon-like-necklace...and the heart shaped attracted m3...the combination of colour..fr different angle, u see difference colours (it's RM18, but then Michelle gimme RM3 back...ada sikit discount lar..thx a lot )

this is 2nd necklace i bought...it will glow in the dark wor...wow...really ? yup !!! i thought it's something unique...so bought it at RM10 only....cheap leh

then, 2pm off we went to our class....yeah !!! it's movie viewing today !!! i LOVE it .. coz this mean that we wont have boring lectures/sudden group division n do presentation/bla bla bla............what movie ? you might be wondering....AWAKE by the hot jessica alba and this real-gud-looking guy (sorry, forgot his name><) this movie is quite new, mayb last year i guess.....so damn nic3, i like the story line, the plot....only 1 thing i dont like-->the surgery part, imagine cutting open your chest, stretch it wide open, seeing the heart still beating inside.....arrgghhh....FYI,, i closed my eyes, covered my face, looking other places>.<>

P/S : any ideas how to match those necklaces with my clothes ? feel free to gimme some comment....lol..thx

phobias

thanks to my friend here,,clarissa.......HEHE

found out in her blog, there are all sorts of phobias...tell you which 1 is you if you are fear of certain things....

here,,i'm COULROPHOBIA,,fear of clown......

oh,,puh-lease, they are not cute,,but here to scare people 1 ....

dont think it's friendly, NOPE.....anti-clowns !!!

next,,i'm also a INSECTOPHOBIA...fear of insects....(i think this is common)

the scariest 1 is actually -- cockcroach....dont u guys agree too?? i'm definitely raising both my hands and legs...AGREE...lol..i hate those especially they can move real fast,,and FLYING cockcroaches maks me feels like crying+screaming...

p/s : i cant find a picture of a cockroach......(dont want it to be in my blog...) lol

think deeply.....

came across this 2 phrases...it made me think twice ( or even more,,and think real deep..then only i understand it....) haha....thought of sharing with u guys :

~~ MEMORY is what makes you wonder what you've forgotten ~~

~we are unconscious that we share the same unconscious mind ~

scratching your head now ? no ? if you can figure it out easily, congrats....you're smart (i guess).....as for the 2nd one, we are having loads of question marks in our mind when ms daisy told us in psyc2 class.....@-@ *lol*

Holiday !!!

i won a holiday package --->

AWANA PORTO MALAI LANGKAWI (2 nigth-stay ..)

--->at last my effort joining this contest is paid off !!!

Gary's Concert 2008

it's so nice, great, fantastic, the best concert i'd seen so far (actually this is only my 3rd concert larr....) with guest artist--JUSTIN LO , GENIE ZHUO....i was so high for the whole thing although it only lasted for merely 2 hours...he sang almost 30 songs !!! with RED hair, coolest outfit...amazing stage .... i enjoyed it so so so much !!

but too bad, din get the best photo taken, we were busy waving our hands, catching their attentions...singing along of coz..^^V

ok ok ok ,, show u some not-so-clear-which-means-kinda-blur-pictures >,<

justin lo pointing @ us ?! (i'm sure he saw me...=p dun jealous, tiffany )

Above : there's the ROCK ZONE...but i think it's too big,,smaller is better.......