i cant wait !!!

there is something here, i want to said, want to let others ( my friends / anybody i know ) .... but I CANT wor, i cant tell you here, what happen or why cant i say it here, so hard for me to NOT TO TELL people..... ( dont worry, as for secret, it's different, i can alwayz zip my mouth, wont tell anybody, not even a single word ) but this 1 is different, it's actually nothing serious or scary or wad-eva, i just want to play the game in such way, to bring out a so-called-SPECIAL EFFECT ... [konon-nya] LOLz .... haiz....

let's just wait until January or when u meet me lar....okie ?? sabar lar, i can do that, u sure can ... XD .... ( hope u guys dont mind, besides my family, i've told THIS to 2 of my friends, consider BBF lar ... hmm.. no no no, i think 3 ppl, erm make it 4 i think ... OMG, i told so 'many' of them edi, oopppsie >,< ) anyway, JUST WAIT LAR ..... i'm the 1 struggling here, with the devil with it's red tail, and standing on my left shoulder, brain-washing me " tell every1 of them, go ahead, put it in your blog, friendster, facebook, anywhere..." another, with an cute little angel on my right shoulder, trying hard to block the devil's message from entering my mind, but at the same time, hoping me to keep it secretly, as time pass, it's just the matter of time, sooner or later, people will know....hahahhahahahaah.........................

P/S : 1 little message from M3, it's nothing BIG DEAL, read it until here, then flush it like how you flush after finishing you big/small business....forget about it !!! muahaha....

Holiday Activities..

Happily living my life now, zero exams, zero assignments and of course no due dates for doing whatever... and this is the best part of a what-I-called-HOLIDAY !!!

almost 24/7, i'm stuck here, where ? cant move my fingers away from the mouse, or laptop... i cant shift my eyes, neither doing other "mum-said-USEFUL-things" Eg : cleaning up your room, your study table is such a MESS, do something lar !!! hmm, what else...take out your Psychology test book, read through lar, dont just let it become the spider's mating ground....*eeewwww*
well, basically i online usually,

• check my email
• what happen in Facebook, Frienster
• must visit -- http://asiaparttime.com/
• Blogging again (since it's holiday now, make sure i'll update daily, crap a bit lar)
• check out the nuffnang site
• download some songs...look for some lyrics ( in search of HSM3's )
• MSN !!! it's time to chat with my friends, time to update each other

above are only a few 'hot-spot', that u can find me there whenever i surf the net.... then, what if it's in the middle of storm, raining cats & dogs out there, where u cant go out, and u cant on9 as well ( i dont want to take the risk, being strike by lightning...)

hmm, EXERCISE time lor....yoga sometimes, but mostly HOOLA-HOOP--ing !!! trust me, it's quite useful and it does help to tone down, u'll have a slimmer waist, curvier also, burn away some fats around the thigh and ur butt too.....if u manage to swing the hoola hoop not just around ur waist, but down to ur thigh/butt...(FYI, i can do that !!!) if for those first time doing this, u'll get lebam (bruises) around u waist, small small round 1, or even at ur pelvic bone too.....so, prepare for this !!!

then, attaching some reading materials to my hands, glued my eyes to it... having some SUDOKU moments, fighting for the book with my mum, haha......watching DVDs, regardless new or old 1, as long as it's a nice movie where i wont get bored or end up snoring on my couch..(please, just using some 'interesting' words here, i swear i dont snore ) haha, i watched 'ENCHANTED' again yesterday......

Mariah Carey - Bye Bye (official music video)

touching and meaningful song from Mariah Carey !!!

how i feel right now ???

stress out -- 3 assignments are due next week, mon,tues,wed....but yet overall i guess they're merely 30% finished....*duh*


happy -- why ? 2 more weeks then "i can fly, i proud to fly up high..." 2nd sem going to finish soon, then 2 months+ long holidays....

regret -- made a wrong decision today, but 2 years ago...3/10/06(plz dont ask me why...)

angry -- of myself !!! i dont understand why cant i just treat everyone THE SAME ?! just try to ACCEPT HIM....dont be another HER, and starts to ruin things... ( btw, 100% positively sure this HIM is not the one u guys are thinking....puh-lease...)

jealousy -- people are getting stuff they want EASILY, but NOT ME ... getting permission to do this and that, why can SHE let HER and HIM ....? starts ? *confused* (sorry, really crapping here edi....stop me @ once..!!!)

worried -- if i really continue blogging now, chatting in msn NOW, definitely not finishing my assignments on time.....

BYEEEEEEEEEE

p/s : i have so many things squeezing in & out of my mind while posting this here... going bananas SOON....awwwwwwwwww