Nothing special ...

how can one define or understand the word -- Maturity ? Mature ? You look more mature ? nothing much here, what i can say here is, it's just a slightly polite way to tell somebody --> YOU ARE OLD !!! hahaha.... am i right ?? been discussing a while with him this morning in msn,, saying i look mature after having this new haircut ... really ? meaning i look much more older lar .... ? HNG,, anyway, "thanks" a lot for this comment, i'll take it as a compliment lar.... ( by the way, been some time we didn't chat like we used to, how are you doing so far ?? still the same lar.... it's only morning and you start to crap a lot, what-ever, glad to be your friend... i know OR i should say, i hope you are reading this..... a message for you --> UPDATE YOUR BLOG LARRRR ) *RoaR*

another thing is -- 2 people had asked me this question,
1st, it was the time i went into Expo Writing class, and sit in front of her...
Wei Lu : " Today you are having Presentation ? " ...
cHiaN : " No ah,, why ? "
Wei Lu : " No lar, see you are bringing laptop... " ( and did she said because of what i wear ? )
cHiaN : " haha.. coz i'm having presentation, need to discuss something today larr.... "

then, after class ended, again when walking out, saw KK and was surprise he suddenly said -->
KK : "hey, why dress so formal oh ? got presenatation ah ? wei, nice mah my new hair colour ?? "
cHiaN : " har ? where got ? t-shirt wor i'm wearing.... "
KK : " your skirt lar.. so formal.. "


i really dont understand why people think this is formal dressing ? i was wearing t-shirt, really those informal-round collar-short sleeve- T-SHIRT wor.... hahahahah,, plus skirt, knee lenght, not those A-line pencil skirt ( i know that is formal ) , but this is i'm wearing is green+white+black = complicated patterns skirt !!! how can you guys said i look formal ??!!! * i wonder *

anyway, on 20th January, Tuesday, tommorrow --> only i'll wear FORMAL !!! coz having public speaking presentation... OMG !!! arrrggghhhh... so nervous i am now, i hvnt even make my mind what to wear tommorrow , maybe long pants, maybe black skirt, which blouse ? really no idea, still thinking ... muhahahahhaaha

Recently ...

moody - lonely me, i felt left out sometimes ( am i too sensitive ? )

happy - CNY is so NEAR, i'm finally wearing SKIRT !!!

excited - meeting Jasmine 2mr !!! (she's coming over to UCSI -- the Unifest )

confused - what i really want ?

glad - he's back , after we lost contact for ~ 3 years ?!

crazy - loads of assignments, reaction paper, essays, weekly journal

nervous - Public Speaking 1st formal-wear-presentation *~*

busy - few meetings coming soon, Best Buddies, SDCU Appreciation Night, etc.

guilty - broke a few promises, let some people down, keep declining invites from people

curious - want to know how he/she's doing now, i just cant alwayz sms/call 'em

feel pressured - some people been having high expectation from me, i'm not that good

lost - cant stay focus from time to time, losing concentration even in class

addicted - to this stupid BLOGging world, eat-my-life-Facebook, SPAIN as well !!!

Something keep bugging m3 ><

Cant YOU just help out more, be more involved, and also blend in well with all of us ?!!

i really hope u can change a bit, think how you used to behave & is it appropriate ??

TOLERANCE, CONSIDERATE,, that's what i need from you, do something here !!! change your point of view ! THINK ... CHANGE... ( i can do it, why you cant ?? )

TAGGED by WeeNee ....@.@

this time, was tagged by this cute girl -- WeeNee .................. she got a pinkish blog, and we share the same darling ( SPOnGEBOB ) what are you thinking huh ??? LOLzzzzz

1) What is the relationship of you and him/her?
WeeNee, is a HER lar.... just a friend here, didnt really talk to her before, just that so far, we "talk" in Facebook, MSN, cbox XD

2) Your 5 impressions towards him/her.
CUTE, pinkish, spongie ( 1st time, i saw her -- she's wearing this CUTE spongebob T ), funny, CUTE

3) The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
TAGGED me ??!!! hahaha....... erm,,, nothing really memorable, as we are still consider new friends

4) The most memorable thing he/she have said to you.
she said i'm funny/crazy ( coz i told her, we'll share share lar..... as we found out our darling is --- spongebob )

5) If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
LOVER ?? i dont know her lar...but sorry, i'm "straight".. i like GUYS

6) If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
i wouldn't let this to happen, i treasure every friendship / any relationship with someone... it's alwayz BETTER to have more friends than to have an enemy , am i right ??

7) If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on...
we are not going to be LOVER, the end !!!

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is.....
i couldn't think of any ... i wouldn't want to reach that stage either ,, enemy ?? holy shit....NO WAY ,, unless !!! Spongebob proposed to her ... ( ouch, i'm talking non-sense here )

9) The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
shop together, go on a movie, watch DVD together ( i have our darling's DVD ), facebook commenting with her, having manicure + pedicure session with HER ^_____^

10) The overall impression of him/her is?
isnt this question similar to the quest 2 ?? i dont like to repeat my words

11) How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
PPL,, no worries, i'm not a Lesbian ... and i bet she's NOT too

12) The character of you like for yourself is?
i dont know,,i have very few characters that i like .. maybe i'm kind, helpful, generous, soft spoken, informative, responsible.....

13) On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
lack of confidence, no courage to do / say something i really like, easily influence by others, cant make up my mind & couldn't act firmly.... i'm sure u dont want to know the rest XD

14) The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
with every single character that will make a person looks good...muahaha,,just like "Everybody LIKES Raymond" ..

15) For the people who cares about and likes you, say something about them.
*huggies + kisses* --- action is alwayz better than words ( I LOVE THEM SO SO SO MUCH )

Ten people to tag: ( OMG...sorry guys, if there's no questions about the ppl i tagged, i WONT tagged u guys !!! )

1. Conrad
2. Benji
3. Wai Shin
4. Clarissa
5. Pui Mon
6. Kendrick
7. Asyuadiah
8. Suntharan
9. Kenneth
10. Phui Mun


Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
i dont know... he changes HIS quite often,, i think so....... LOLz

Is no.7 a male or female?
Malay Girl

If no.3 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing?
Both are GIRLS lar,,mana boleh ??!!!!! aiyo

no.4 and no.9?
this is IMPOSSIBLE.... both are already happily attached to someone ( i think so )

What is no.1 studying about?
MASS COM @ UCSI,,haha

Is no.6 single?
ermm....as i know, he's also find his another half already ... XD

Say something about no.5,
my Form 6 friends, doing her Degree in Finance in UTAR @ Sg Long, her dad is the BOSS of a book shop ( Pustaka Rakyat in Ampang )

No More YOGA for Malays !!!

WTH is this ?? making what a stupid decision ... a totally wrong decision !!!

BANNING YOGA FOR MUSLIM ??!!!

oh my goodness,, please lar,, until when only THEY will think of something logical ? they make decisions which are so wrong,,even a child can tell what is right & what is wrong .... something which brings MORE GOOD THAN HARM,, ask a child or somebody with a brain ( i could said ) he or she will answer will react exactly the same like me -- BAN YOGA ?!!! what the shit are you talking here....? aiyo...... coz we really dont expect YOGA to be banned just because of some STUPID & LAME reasons -- the chanting is not a big deal, w/o it still people can practise yoga.... having yoga class, we are all given a choice, for god sake.. u can choose not to do the chanting part, or not doing certain pose which you think is not comfortable... those yoga instructors are not forcing you to follow every single steps they are doing, they are not holding a GUN , pointing at your head/chest, and said : " CHANT WITH ME ... DO THIS POSE .. IT'S A MUST "

as we all can see here, YOGA is the latest trend of exercise that most of the youth or the society now are following ... we can see mostly of the advertisement ( any billboard ads, on newspaper, make it a low fat milk ad ~ a slim or a lady with hour glass figure doing the TREE POSE , or the furniture ads ~ SCORPION POSE / HEAD STAND on the floor beside a couch/with a furniture behind it showing how the furniture brings comfort to ur house, so you can pratise YOGA in a very nice & harmony environment , or even in some travel agency ad where they introducing certain holiday package like beachside / at any resorts, there's a person sits in a lotus pose/doing basic Sun Salutation, and with a either sun rise or sun set scenery behind her.... ) there are tonnes of advertisements using YOGA POSE as the main attraction, where sometimes i dont know why, coz it's just doesnt make sense linking with the YOGA thingy & the product to be advertised ... somehow rather, what i'm POSITIVELY sure is = people want to advertise & promote their products ,, at the same time to create awareness . . . letting more and more people to know & want them to find out more about YOGA , as well as their products of coz .... people will only show something with such a great benefits to the society, which will bring a positive impact,,, answer this lar -- have you ever see people advertise the latest MOTORCYCLE, with MAT-REMPIT riding on it along the highway either in printed ad/electronic ad..... oh gosh !!! u get what i mean ?? *sigh*

i alwayz thought that we are suppose to promote and create awareness to thoses activities or actions which brings a lot of benefits and to the greatest amount of people... arent we suppose to go even further ------------ having more YOGA Camp, YOGA Conference, YOGA Workshop, YOGA Class, YOGA Centre throughout the whole country, since the benefits we can see are really amazing and unbelievable.... BUT, they ahd already BANNED YOGA ( luckily is only for Malay people... coz i'm a Chinese here, pratising YOGA with my mum too, for up to 4 years already... ) frankly speaking, i really feel KESIAN to those MALAYS out there, who are very much affected by this new law imposed less than 48 hours ago,,, so sorry !!! [from the bottom of my heart, sincerely ] just imagine, a lot of Malays, they ahve been practising YOGA, a form of exercise combining with the breathing method & doing thousands of pose, people have experience MIRACLE after a longer period of time .. this is so so so true !!! i believe most of us had heard stories from friends or relatives, reading some articles in the newspaper or magazine, we found out that most of them saying YOGA is how good and how it benefits them .. if only 1 of is giving such positive comment, you might think how true is it, or how reliable is that ... but now, out of 10 people who take up yoga class, all of them are saying the same thing ---- GOOD !!! Comments below are all true stories -- some are personal experience, and some are from articles i've read : -

1. i lost weight, i manage to burn those fat inside my body
2. i became much more healthier
3. my immune system had built up and w/o any problems,
4. i dont fall sick so easily like i used to be *wink*
5. i got my body toned, nicer body shape, built up muscle
6. bye bye to saggy body / flabby arms
7. i can have a good-night-sleep now ( used to have amnesia before )
8. w/o medication, w/o seeing doctors so often, i can self-heal now....by practising YOGA
9. Asthma patient becomes better, less asthma attacks... ( used to have serious attack & have to admitted into hospital )
10. i can walk now ( had arthritis before, hurt a lot when walking )
11. improved blood circulation , rosey & pinky cheek, better complexion, acne no more !!!
12. internal organs get more supplies of Oxygen ( as deep breathing is the main thing about YOGA )
13. prevention of cancer / various kinds of illness....

actually, there are a lot more about the PROs of YOGA ... ( no CONs at all, i can tell you here ) but i just couldnt think of any for this moment,, as i was so so so upset about the decision made, where MALAYS are no longer can practise YOGA at centre .. people nowadays can NO LONGER choose to find out more or experience the MIRACLE that most people said before.... it's so PATHETIC, we cant go with our Malay friends to any YOGA class anymore, NO MORE !!! there's no more picture of the 3 different races in Malaysia where the Malays,Chinese,Indians holding hands, talking and laughing, enjoying life entering a YOGA CENTRE..... what a pathetic thing to happen !!!

GOSH !!! i really gtg, i was suppose to use my Sunday night, not chatting in MSN , not browsing through Facebook, and of coz NOT BLOGGING HERE @ this time..... i was suppose to finish up my sales report which i have to sent it to APPLE by 2mr noon .. ( sounds familiar ?? heard from somewhere ??? yeah, u're right, i THINK i did mentioned this last week also ) LOLz....... just that now the hot topic in the town ( the topic for today's post ) keep disturbing me, since this morning i saw the front page of The Star !!! @$*&#$@&%$#&$

Today 10/11/08

Woke up around 8.45am, remembered vividly the dream i had yesterday

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a LOVELY dream indeed, it's been some time i had a nice dream like this 1, and rmbr it until NOW !!!

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i cant tell you here, it's like a secret, which i hope it will come true 1 day

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even though i know it's definitely not goin to ,,,,i mean the probability of it to occur is less than 50% i guess....sounds so pathetic !

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anyway, you are going to leave soon, to a far away place

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OK, that's enough, this post is not suppose to be about DREAM or wad-so-ever

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down to the kitchen, had a slice of spongecake as my breakfast

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then, started rushing my sales report which i need to send to my "boss" - the person in-charge by 12pm .....

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rushing, counting repeatly, some figures i had to agak agak a bit lar.....

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luckily, i was not late....managed to finish everything and sent to her at 11.57am ( still considered before 12pm, right ?? ) *pheeeewwww*

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then continue checking facebook, friendster, and also here i am, BLOGGING ....

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i must thank GOD, because of today is a MONDAY, which means i can have a good rest, sit/lying down at home,

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i dont feel like walking around or climbing the stair even to my room, my thigh is so pain...

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somemore, period pain....so uncomfortable and ....bla bla bla

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what to do next ? after posting this ??

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i have no idea, gonna go now, mummy been nagging since couple hours ago, asking me to do something, dont stay in front of the laptop, later u jadi gila ah !!! LOLz

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okie, i'm alwayz a good girl, isn't it ?? muahahahhaha

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that's all for today, 2 posting within a few hours ? not bad lar, i guess....hope u guys wont feel boring reading all these OR visiting my blog...

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YOU ARE ALWAYS WELCOME ....

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comments please, visitors' feedback is something precious and we can learn to improve =p

Holiday Activities..

Happily living my life now, zero exams, zero assignments and of course no due dates for doing whatever... and this is the best part of a what-I-called-HOLIDAY !!!

almost 24/7, i'm stuck here, where ? cant move my fingers away from the mouse, or laptop... i cant shift my eyes, neither doing other "mum-said-USEFUL-things" Eg : cleaning up your room, your study table is such a MESS, do something lar !!! hmm, what else...take out your Psychology test book, read through lar, dont just let it become the spider's mating ground....*eeewwww*
well, basically i online usually,

• check my email
• what happen in Facebook, Frienster
• must visit -- http://asiaparttime.com/
• Blogging again (since it's holiday now, make sure i'll update daily, crap a bit lar)
• check out the nuffnang site
• download some songs...look for some lyrics ( in search of HSM3's )
• MSN !!! it's time to chat with my friends, time to update each other

above are only a few 'hot-spot', that u can find me there whenever i surf the net.... then, what if it's in the middle of storm, raining cats & dogs out there, where u cant go out, and u cant on9 as well ( i dont want to take the risk, being strike by lightning...)

hmm, EXERCISE time lor....yoga sometimes, but mostly HOOLA-HOOP--ing !!! trust me, it's quite useful and it does help to tone down, u'll have a slimmer waist, curvier also, burn away some fats around the thigh and ur butt too.....if u manage to swing the hoola hoop not just around ur waist, but down to ur thigh/butt...(FYI, i can do that !!!) if for those first time doing this, u'll get lebam (bruises) around u waist, small small round 1, or even at ur pelvic bone too.....so, prepare for this !!!

then, attaching some reading materials to my hands, glued my eyes to it... having some SUDOKU moments, fighting for the book with my mum, haha......watching DVDs, regardless new or old 1, as long as it's a nice movie where i wont get bored or end up snoring on my couch..(please, just using some 'interesting' words here, i swear i dont snore ) haha, i watched 'ENCHANTED' again yesterday......

Waiting.....

WAITING ...
for the days to come,
where i've been plan for ages,
to make sure everything,
going to be fine, to be alright...

WAITING ...
for the one, the right one,
to be met someday,
history had been completely forgone,
promised not to mention, not to think again,
the mistake i've make,
will be a lesson, a precious one,
will never be repeated again...

how i feel right now ???

stress out -- 3 assignments are due next week, mon,tues,wed....but yet overall i guess they're merely 30% finished....*duh*


happy -- why ? 2 more weeks then "i can fly, i proud to fly up high..." 2nd sem going to finish soon, then 2 months+ long holidays....

regret -- made a wrong decision today, but 2 years ago...3/10/06(plz dont ask me why...)

angry -- of myself !!! i dont understand why cant i just treat everyone THE SAME ?! just try to ACCEPT HIM....dont be another HER, and starts to ruin things... ( btw, 100% positively sure this HIM is not the one u guys are thinking....puh-lease...)

jealousy -- people are getting stuff they want EASILY, but NOT ME ... getting permission to do this and that, why can SHE let HER and HIM ....? starts ? *confused* (sorry, really crapping here edi....stop me @ once..!!!)

worried -- if i really continue blogging now, chatting in msn NOW, definitely not finishing my assignments on time.....

BYEEEEEEEEEE

p/s : i have so many things squeezing in & out of my mind while posting this here... going bananas SOON....awwwwwwwwww

The Day Has Come...

been cracking my head this few days, thinking of what i should blog here.....*sigh* i've been really busy this semester, all BECAUSE it's a short sem....

well....THE DAY I'VE BEEN WAITING SINCE LONG LONG TIME AGO --> finally it's here....

but then, should i really happy ? or should i just not hoping too much, coz like everyone says : " the more u hope, the more u'll feel disappointed . " (if something doesn't happen lar...) wad-eva.... just be normal i guess,, can i do that ?!! because,,,now , while writing my blog here, my heart beat has already double-up, my mind is full of stuff....imagining how wonderful things could happen,,

WHAT IF.......? HOW NICE ......

here's a simple wish lists, i know it's not gonna happen after all....but just let me daydream a bit, gimme a bit HOPE LAR...

I WANT :

1. APPLE -- iPhone
2. my very own car ( any model i dont care, but puh-lease---not KANCIL , and not MANUAL)
3. a super-duper vacation to anywhere but not in Msia (HK,France,Australia,Japan,Korea....)
4. my personal laptop -- VAIO .... (i'm so sick of have to fight with my sis using it =p )
5. permission to buy at least 1 pair of shoe per month
6. i need clothes of every types and colours
7. EARRINGS !!! ( hope yto reach 30 pairs by end of 2008 ) FYI, i have 10 now....yeah
8. pamper myself with manicure + pedicure @ SNIPS --> i'm so tired of DIY
9. collection of different colours of nail polish.....
10. buffet dinner @ JOGOYA

( cant think much apart from all 10 things above, i'm just a simple gal here, living a simple life. wishing for some SIMPLE things ) that's my blog's add wad.....www.simplelifechien.blogspot.com

really have to go, cant blog much, it's already 11.18 am , a have to eat my lunch, bathe, change, go to college, class at 12.30pm......

my room ...

i know i know...it's so messy ,, btw....it's my room here,,my dressing table here...lol...
just randomly took some pictures,,since i was in my room,,what else if not my bed and my lovely and so cute-->mashimaro and garfield here...huh ??

which 1 is my bed ?? the pink 1 larr.....

2 beds ?? i'm sharing this room with my sis,,only when bed time,,she got all her stuff from her closets to all her posters (covering all over the wall,,that i could barely see the wall)

and also, i think i'm afraid of sleeping alone myself ? afraid of the dark ? perhaps.............it's scary, i had an creepy experience before, a BAD BAD one.. not to mention here lar....