CNY = Fun ?! NO WAY ...

sorry guys, i know i've been busy recently until i kinda like abandoned my blog here, my apology..... BUT, i'm here to tell you guys, this will have to continue for the next few days OR the following week also.... i really got a lot of stuff in my mind at this moment, tonnes of things i hvnt finish or started.... i really feel like giving up on doing certain things, as i couldnt cope with the stress, i scare i couldnt make it, i'm afraid of failure, i scare i couldnt have handle something well and perfectly !!! 

*SIGH* 

today is the 5th day of CNY, Friday is the day... and guess what ?!!! i've started my class on the 3rd of CNY , continuous 3 days in a row, went to classes, meet some friends, blah blah blah.....

1 public speaking presentation ( Tues ) 

1 study skills presentation ( Wed ) 

1 Lifespan Development assignment ( Fri ) 

1 Socio "so-called-assignment" ( Fri ) 

for more information, OR more pictures during CNY ... go to my facebook page !!!

 

HaPPy ChiNeSe NeW yEaR !!!

*Tada*

Happy Chinese New Year !!!

恭喜发财

Gong Xi Fa Chai...

Gong Hei Fatt Choi...

Out of the Box -- WORK AND TRAVEL USA

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come on everyone, check this out !!!

take a break from a few months of your Uni life ,,

flying all the way to US....

working there, having so much priceless & precious experience there . . .

every year, 90,000 of Uni students from all over the world join this programme !!!!

Work there doesnt mean it's really tough, hard to survive, difficulties...

try to look at the bright side -->

listen to their stories

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you are soon to have endless FUN time,

adapting might be a problem, BUT ...

we are young & energetic !!!

try to do something crazy, where not everyone here can experience this

went over to US, work there ( LEGALLY ) for several months...

meeting new people, may find some nice friends there,

by working & earning ,

TRAVEL is the main thing you are there xD

if you know how to use wisely & save 'em,

you'll definitely bring home USD ......

who doesn't want this great & golden opportunity ??

i really want it !!

( p/s : you need to pay RM3000+ for this programme, exclusive the air tickets... but trust me, i'm sure it's WORTH IT )

Nothing special ...

how can one define or understand the word -- Maturity ? Mature ? You look more mature ? nothing much here, what i can say here is, it's just a slightly polite way to tell somebody --> YOU ARE OLD !!! hahaha.... am i right ?? been discussing a while with him this morning in msn,, saying i look mature after having this new haircut ... really ? meaning i look much more older lar .... ? HNG,, anyway, "thanks" a lot for this comment, i'll take it as a compliment lar.... ( by the way, been some time we didn't chat like we used to, how are you doing so far ?? still the same lar.... it's only morning and you start to crap a lot, what-ever, glad to be your friend... i know OR i should say, i hope you are reading this..... a message for you --> UPDATE YOUR BLOG LARRRR ) *RoaR*

another thing is -- 2 people had asked me this question,
1st, it was the time i went into Expo Writing class, and sit in front of her...
Wei Lu : " Today you are having Presentation ? " ...
cHiaN : " No ah,, why ? "
Wei Lu : " No lar, see you are bringing laptop... " ( and did she said because of what i wear ? )
cHiaN : " haha.. coz i'm having presentation, need to discuss something today larr.... "

then, after class ended, again when walking out, saw KK and was surprise he suddenly said -->
KK : "hey, why dress so formal oh ? got presenatation ah ? wei, nice mah my new hair colour ?? "
cHiaN : " har ? where got ? t-shirt wor i'm wearing.... "
KK : " your skirt lar.. so formal.. "


i really dont understand why people think this is formal dressing ? i was wearing t-shirt, really those informal-round collar-short sleeve- T-SHIRT wor.... hahahahah,, plus skirt, knee lenght, not those A-line pencil skirt ( i know that is formal ) , but this is i'm wearing is green+white+black = complicated patterns skirt !!! how can you guys said i look formal ??!!! * i wonder *

anyway, on 20th January, Tuesday, tommorrow --> only i'll wear FORMAL !!! coz having public speaking presentation... OMG !!! arrrggghhhh... so nervous i am now, i hvnt even make my mind what to wear tommorrow , maybe long pants, maybe black skirt, which blouse ? really no idea, still thinking ... muhahahahhaaha

Before CNY = Breathless Week ...

CNY is coming,
real soon, 1 more week ,
and i cant even feel it, can you ?!
besides the cookies making part, spring cleaning,
new clothes, new sofa cover, new curtain, new bedsheet, etc ....
it's just that , I CANT FEEL IT !!!
there's no moood for CNY ...
cant feel it inside my heart,
not like those days .. this year -- >
*speechless* *moodless*

Mostly due to ,
it's the 3rd week of my new semester,
year 1, 3rd semester,
taking 5 subjects,
finishing all the year 1 subjects .. Y.E.A.H
But, to-do-list is getting so much longer,
i cant even see the end of the list,
i cant breath,
i feel like giving up sometimes,
NO, NO, NO
i tell myself, NO !!!
i must be able to handle the stress and all these,
always look at the brighter side,
i become more responsibility,
i learn more,
i get to know more friends,
priceless and non-stop knowledge will come to me in return ...

For now, before CNY,
i must,
i have to,
finish up my assignments &
prepare at least 90% of my presentation
in order for me to relax,
to enjoy that particular few days,
without any worries about those things,
no more topic and discussion with friends,
we'll do what usually people do during CNY,
Play Poler, card games,
EAT EAT EAT
Visiting everywhere
watch TV, outings, anywhere.............

Sometimes,
i feel like needing you,
i need you to be my side all the time,
to share things with,
to talk to,
to cry with,
to hear you problems as well...
need your supports, encouragements, all the time xD
i felt deep down inside,
i'm crying sometimes,
trying to reach out but i cant,
i cant do it alone,
not without you with me,
save me out from all these...

* wake me up inside, wake me up inside,

call my name and save me from the dark...*

Evanescence,

"Bring Me To Life"

How Should i named this post ?

Time : Between 2pm - 7pm
Places that i went : Jasmine's house, UCSI University, junkyard sale, Samosa, class C205, Secret Recipe, Student Affair, Tasik Selatan LRT Station
People i met & spoke to : Jasmine, Celine, WeeNee, Adeline, people at the booth selling clothes, Psyc Club member, Soke Ling, Leona, Nitia, Samosa Waiter, Tiffany, Amina, Hon Chin, Xiao Hui, Kana, Carmen, Zhang Jin, Secret Recipe waiter & waitress, Ms May, Ms Menaga, Ker Shin, Shue Ling, Cloe, the guy whom i forgot his name, thurga, daddy.... ( so far, these are all i can remember )
Who i've SMS-ed with : Kian Keat, Jasmine, ahB, Tiffany, Amina, Xiao Hui, Thurga, daddy, Kean Wah, mummy ...
I almost lost : my file again ><

To-do-list ( after today ) :
- find out the price of small packet / glass for the next Wed event
- to add more things in the slide, more info to present about SPAIN, for upcoming presentation next Tues ( Public Speaking )
- search for info about Netherland education system, the Master Degree in Psychology, to convince people to come and study ?! *duh* ... Presentation date : 3/2/09
- Read the article " My life as a guinea pig ", write about own opinion and choose an ethical issue to discuss about it, submit the 1 page assignment on Mon
- SPRING CLEANING this weekend (mum's orders ) clean up my room, new bedsheet, curtain, help to change new cushion cover, make all the spider webs & dust, if any dissapear...
- finish up Expo Writing essay "My Embarrassing Moment" ASAP, including the previous freewriting, the outline, the writing... i think that's all, should be
- confirm with them how the gift should be, and do my part, do the best, not to let them down...

MORE and MORE things are coming up, loads of work are flooding my mind, especially since i'm taking Study Skills and Public Speaking ( i think they have more presentationSSSS ) which means ---->>>>>>>

MORE and MORE late night sleep, early waking hours, no more watching TV time, even i have to have my meals in front of my laptop ?! oh gosh..... NOOOOOOOOOOOO,, i'll see how, in front of it for so long, isnt a good thing too... will try to sort out and manage my time well, i missed those days during the previous 2 months holidays, lying around on the couch, watching TV all the time... anyway, we have to deal with it, the changes now....

THIS IS so-called LIFE !!!

Recently ...

moody - lonely me, i felt left out sometimes ( am i too sensitive ? )

happy - CNY is so NEAR, i'm finally wearing SKIRT !!!

excited - meeting Jasmine 2mr !!! (she's coming over to UCSI -- the Unifest )

confused - what i really want ?

glad - he's back , after we lost contact for ~ 3 years ?!

crazy - loads of assignments, reaction paper, essays, weekly journal

nervous - Public Speaking 1st formal-wear-presentation *~*

busy - few meetings coming soon, Best Buddies, SDCU Appreciation Night, etc.

guilty - broke a few promises, let some people down, keep declining invites from people

curious - want to know how he/she's doing now, i just cant alwayz sms/call 'em

feel pressured - some people been having high expectation from me, i'm not that good

lost - cant stay focus from time to time, losing concentration even in class

addicted - to this stupid BLOGging world, eat-my-life-Facebook, SPAIN as well !!!

Funny Definitions

i found this in the website, something for my readers to laugh out loud, dont be shy ... LOL...

School: A place where Papa pays and Son plays.

Life Insurance: A contract that keeps you poor all your life so that you can die Rich.

Nurse: A person who wakes u up to give you sleeping pills.

Marriage: It's an agreement in which a man loses his bachelor degree and a woman gains her masters.

Tears: The hydraulic force by which masculine willpower is defeated by feminine waterpower.

Lecture: An art of transferring information from the notes of the Lecturer to
the notes of the students without passing through "the minds of either"

Conference: The confusion of one man multiplied by the number present.

Compromise: The art of dividing a cake in such a way that everybody believes he got the biggest piece.

Dictionary: A place where success comes before work.

Conference Room: A place where everybody talks, nobody listens and everybody disagrees later on.

Father: A banker provided by nature.

Boss: Someone who is early when you are late and late when you are early.

Politician: One who shakes your hand before elections and your Confidence after.

Doctor: A person who kills your ills by pills, and kills you by bills.

Classic: Books, which people praise, but do not read.

Smile: A curve that can set a lot of things straight.

Office: A place where you can relax after your strenuous home life.

Yawn: The only time some married men ever get to open their mouth.

Etc.: A sign to make others believe that you know more than you actually do.

Committee: Individuals who can do nothing individually and sit to decide that nothing can be done together.

Experience: The name men give to their mistakes.

Atom Bomb: An invention to end all inventions.

Philosopher: A fool who torments hims

( i like the "definition" for etc ... )

French nails

moments earlier, just finished with my french nails... wiped them off just now, the 1-week-old were started to came out, and they looked so untidy ? i just cant stand it when looked at them closer... yah yah, as you said, i'm something a perfectionist !!! LOL...

this time, the moment i started, i decided to check with the time, how long i'm going to use to do french nails... OMG !!! after finishing my left finger nails, then i was quite shock, coz i only used up 3 minutes !!! and then, continue my right side ( this 1 i've already have an idea that it would take longer coz i have to use my left, shaky, fingers to do the "art" ) again, looked at the time, 6 minutes were used ... overall, the whole process only needed a very short time, only 9 minutes to finish up !!! Y.E.A.H !!! hahaahhahhahaa........... i was quite satisfied and ok, i'm consider fast enough i guess...

later going to change my toe nails colour... wiped off the previous red already,, what's next ? french nails too ?? hahaha

Warning : NEVER said it's liquid paper, it's called -- FRENCH NAILS !!!

Freewriting

My foot is getting much much more better, i cant say it's fully recover, coz nw those dead skins are started to peel off, like the snakes...haha, BUT the colour of my skin is still very dark & yup, ugly.... anyway, back to my feet on the stairs @home, starts chasing my sis n running here n there LOL ... well, let's starts doing few minutes of freewriting 1st : -

okie, what happen today ?? 12 January 2009, woke up 8am, she fetched me to Uni, had my Study Skills class at C203, 9.30am - 11.30am... He came in and said going to teach us this subject, it's edi the 2nd week after class started, the previous 2 were "ganti" by some English department's lecturer. At last, we have a REAL lecturer here ! ermmmm,,, he told us a lot of stories about his days last time, that he studied in Oxford, travel to Europe before, went to China when Msian are not allowed to go back then, and the most unforgettable 1 is that how he had met with an accident ( a van knocked him down from the back, well, u know, Msian's drivers are so recklessly driving and "blind"... he was dragged under the van for quite a distance, his friend thought he was dead that time, BUT he was still alive when reached the hospital.. i guess he must have shocked the doctors and nurse under they dont know what to do ... haha,, so now he got uncountable marks, no no no, is stiches marks, scars, on his face, body, and his leg --- there's screw inside ? if i didnt heard wrongly... ) enough of his story, gotta move on to my Expo class, other things that happen in study skills class, not to mention ....

before i went to Expo class, went to blockA to meet her, to give her some Msian Studies notes, that she had asked from me b4, i hugged her so tight as i met her there, coz i really miss her so much, we were really BFF, dont u think so ??? hehehehe ( oopppsssiiieeeee, Andre & Xiao Hui are sending me messages in MSN but no no no, i cant chat 1st coz ms Lilian said we cant stop writing, especially during this freewriting 'session'..LOL ) ok, back here, we went to 3rd floor together, she was waiting outside Audi for her class, with her gang, and i moved to 311.... btw, i miss them too.... that we went to Genting last sem break, it was so much fun we had togehter, i miss you -- MC n SK ....

In class, she came in just in time, wearing a Martardo RED blouse, which reminds me of the coming CNY, 2 more weeks !!! yeah !!! As usual, jot down notes, taught us some writing skills, have fun oso coz we had like a open discusssion , hahahhahahahaha....omg omg, what to write next ? ? ? let's just proceed to the nex class, Lifespan Development, Carmen was fever so she was absent... hope u'll get well soon, and i want to see u in public speaking class 2mr !!! had lunch with her and her, i miss my tomyam fried mee hoon so much, and yup. i had it for lunch today ^^V ... after class, went to SSLA board to find out whehter there;s any notice about study skills 9.ooam class / the sociology class.... NOPE, nothing at all there, no latest thing there, hehe.... and i met him there, not brave enough to approach him, didnt call him either, bet he didn't recognise me or he didnt get use to it, i'm in shorter hair now !!! ok ok ok ok ok ok , that all, END OF THE FREEWRITING NOW !!!

She said, in freewriting, we dont have to bother or think much about the punctuation, spelling, sentence structures, ...... anything , just keep writing , whatever ideas inside one's mind, spent few minutes in a day to do FREEWRITING....

Gigantic Oysters !!!

my uncle ( kao fu ) ahd bought around 60+ OYSTERS !!! from a friend of him, who is a supplier, so he can get for a very cheap price ( 1 = RM3.80 only !!! ) He got a really big circle of friends, alwayz having this and that gathering, eating out here and there....so this time, he bought a lot, gave us some and grandma some...others he's bringing and to share with his gang of friends larrr. . . Honestly, these "monsters" are really VERY HUGE !!! and we thought and even Jogoya's are not as big .. LOLzzz

Sis's eyes & mouth = big,,

inside the tupperware ( on the left were the lemon slices )

this is my left palm, holding it !!! ( CAN YOU BELIEVE IT ?? )

she's going to eat it ....

OMG... sorry, those oysters were too gross for me ( no offence ) ... even when i go near the tupperware, i felt like vomitting, cant stand the smell.....

OYSTERS are so NOT my cup of tea !!!

i dont really like oyster, clam, cockles, abalone, wateva with shells

except for crabs & prawns

Tagged by "CareBear "

Directions : Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave a comment (“You’re tagged!”), and to read your blog, you can’t tag a person who tagged you. Since you can’t tag me, let me know when you’ve posted your blog, so I can see your weirdness.

- i can listen to the same song for n times ( > 5 times )
- order Honey Milk everywhere i go ( as long as they serve it )
- afraid to start a relationship
- Cry easily, i'm a baby
- LOVES to 'cover' my finger nails & toe nails with nail polish 24/7
- like to bully my sister LOLzzz
- hate to WAIT in lines / people
- i dont like being lonely, sometime surrounded by friends, still i felt lonely
- wana have 2 kids in the future ( hmm...this spells r.a.n.d.o.m )
- had a Pyton curling around my neck and took so many pic + video xD
- raw food is so NOT my cup of tea...
- i DONT EAT oyster, clam, cockles, and others with shells (except crab & prawn )
- Travel around the world before i'm going to heaven
- i'm Hokkien, but i dont speak and couldn't understand Hokkien at all !
- lurve CHEESE so so so much
- scare of injections

I tag...

1. Geraldine
2. Suntharan
3. AbB
4. Carmen
5. Hui Ru

1st presentation ...

today, my Public Speaking class is at class C204 and we are going to have a presentation... It's the 1st presentation this semester, we just started this class on Tuesday & on that 1st day class, we listened to HIS stories and class didn't end early like other subjects did ( since it's our FIRST class ) before he let us go, he asked us to -- find something sentimental, bring that particular, and talk about it on Thursday ( today ) for about 3 minutes ....

W.H.A.T ??!!!!

we were still not yet "warm up"... and we were asked to do a presentation -- individual somemore.... *sigh* time flies, it's already Thursday now, 11am ... few more hours and i have to stand in front of 15 people and talk about IT .. i know it;s not a large number of people, but i really feeling nervous, even having lots of butterflies in my stomach !!! we were still new in HIS class, just the 2nd class and we are there, talking alone, in front of HIM ... hahahaha

just hoping everything will go alright, eveyrthing's going to be JUST FINE !!!

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watch this !!! the latest Jack Neo's movie ( the famous Singapore director ) ...

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SWITCH OFF your handphone before the movie starts !!!

Drastic-enough-Change ???

How she had changes her hairstyle from 2006 - 2009 ? xD

Rebonding (12th Mac '06)

Perm my hair, became CURLY ( 5th Dec '07)


cut my long, curly, waist length hair ( 5th Nov 2008 )

1st CUT ( i felt so much freshier & lighter ) , and i did not regret at all

2nd CUT ( 19th Dec 2009 - went to dye & trim a bit my fringe & the back, a different cut and i like her way )

i really lurve my new look, what you say ????? LOLzzz..... tell me know how i look larr...

so far, i am happy and glad that friends keep telling me "Nice", most are positive comments... (luckily, coz i was really afraid & worrying whther will i look like Aunty/older after cutting short my hair... ) Some cant even recognise me at 1st glance, REALLY ?? =p

( btw, YOU said -- " Why cut ur hair BUT keep it secretly ???" it's really a good question, i guess )

1st Day ..

started my 1 year 3rd semester last friday ( i hate when they cancel the class last minute !!! )

today having 3 classes from 9.3oam -- 3.30pm ( with 1 hour break in between )
--Study Skills & Employability
--Expository Writing
--Lifespan Development

since it's the 1st day of the class, we were freed / the class ended pretty earlier, went to BlockB and had our lunch , met YanQ ( my Form 6 friend, she came in this Jan,doing food science ), ^^V the world is so small, i met her w/o any arrangement being made ( erm,, yeah, UCSI is not that big, to be frank )

i'm kinda glad & happy when received positive comments from some friends, about what ?? about my HAIR , hehehe .... wait til you see me larrr ( fyi, i didn't straighten my hair larrr )
and another thing, Carmen, really a good question, huh !!! ( remembered what did u said in class ?? LOL )

well, after having 2 months of break, lying at home doing nothing, being a couch potato for like 2 months ?!! hmm..... most of you might feel very EXCITED and looking forward for this day, the 1st day of class.. meeting friends, lecturers, eating Cafe's food (>.< ), back to the books & assignments & presentation & role play & movie watching .........................................................

BUT, not really for me.. i can say here -- i'm only merely 40% happy, because of the SURPRISE that i wanted to give to every single of you ... hahaha ..

another 60% of my mind is full of negative feeling, negative qi surrounding me, i felt irritated, sad, stress out, depressed, headache,, due to my foot, the ugly thing here, hmppphhh.....
-i cant walk faster
-i cant wear shorts
-i cant wear skirts
-i cant wear other shoes/pump/sandals ( but the only and one sandal )
-i cant look good ( coz have to stuck in it, wearing long pants wherever i go )
-i dont feel comfortable
-i feel SICK !!! ( due to the medication, which is for my swollen foot, the sensitive skin which causes blister all over )

HELP ME !!!

I NEED THE BEST DOCTOR IN TOWN !!!

( i swear i'm not going to wear long pants for a month after i get my original foot back !!! )

on the 13th day...

if i'm not mistaken, it's almost 2 weeks ... and here it is, still swollen like hell, worsen a bit, BUT the pain had gone away.... which means i can still walk ( not too fast ) actually few days back, it had recover like, for 60% already... then, it became like this -- after some days of walking / shopping around, went to a mini party & dance a bit there, and also i have eaten certain food that i shouldn't !!! Following the Chinese, when there are some internal bleeding OR open wound.... WE CANT EAT --- prawn, squid, beef, mushroom, duck, ... etc. My mum only realised and told me NOT to eat such food after it was getting worse & back to the swollen state *~* then i recalled back, OH YAH, i did eat a lot of beef and prawn+squid too ( aiya ...>< )

what a new beginning of a new sem ??!!!!! arrrggghhhh................i hate it when mummy has to be the driver fetching me for classes, coz I CANT DRIVE ... luckily, i still manage to walk like normal people, coz i dont feel any pain here, just dat it's too TENSE inside ( since it had swollen until i couldnt even recognise it is mine ), i have some problems walking the stairs, especially DOWN THE STAIRS larrr.... need to hold the handle and of coz -- step by step !!! so, starting from Monday, i have to walk less ( i hope so but which is kinda impossible ) , wearing long jeans everyday, u can see the bandage attached on my left foot *sigh*

look at the difference !!!

On 1st of January 2009 -->

on this day, maybe most of my friends will have a long day, packed with various of plans and parties to attend.., it's NEW YEAR !!! and some of them might be having problems waking in the morning as they were drunk the night before, or because people usually partaaaaaaaaaaaaaay til the wee hour .. you know, on new year eve, party party party all night long, countdown parties, followed by yumcha session and a lot of sessions, then only going back to their house 'EARLY' in the morning ( 4am ? 5am ?? ) For me, new year eve -- means nothing !! nothing special, having red wine -> watching TV whole night long -> 12am all 4 of us gather at the balcony -> FIREWORKS WATCHING SESSION !!! ^_______^ since we are not going anywhere but our own house countdown-ing, so i slept early before 12.30am...

The next day, we woke up early around 9am + , went over to grandma's house just the next taman ( less than 5 minutes and we were there ) It's like a mini gathering where my Aunt came over and we had lunch together... We had the main dish -- YONG TAU FOO, grandma had bought all those things and we were only helping out there, Aunt bought the "tong sui" , Mum made the seaweed 'salad' , besides, we had extra dish like 1 whole roasted duck, pork...

BEFORE :

the fish paste + pork + some seasoning

COOKING :

AFTER :

brinjal, bittergourd, tofu

ladyfingers

mushroom ( my favourite BUT i cant eat >< )

''fu chuk''

Lunch Time !!!

starting a whole new year

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009 !!!

( Best Wishes from m3 here, may the year of Ox brings YOU all happiness and luck )