enjoy ur BRAND NEW life ^^

we really gonna miss u a lot,,choi peng !!! *sob*

during our form6 graduation day last year

~she's 1 of my best friend here,,among 4 of us---cathany, eyvon, m3 and YOU !!

~we know each other since..since...erm...oh yeah--> form1 (7 years edi )

~we even formed this so-called "38 club" few years back,,she's our BOSS/president(if u dont know what's this, it's okie......)something unique+special+1 and only 1=our thingy...

~she's so cute 1, da youngest among us, october baby^^ anyway, she's always trap in standard 6 in our heart...her mum thougth that too...lol

~she's going to study at UUM @ kedah,,(or mayb said--she's there edi) taking logostic course..

~we miss her edi, we know she cant adapt herself pretty well over there...somewhere so "kampung", surrounded by all malays, having malay food every single day, zillion miles away from home-sweet-home, separated with her friends...........

~really hope YOU can be tough, be strong, dont think about us or things here (as u'll get homesick seriously...) i understand how u feel right now, coz i went to NS before, and i felt it !!! and now what u're going through is so so so much TOUGHER !!!

~ u can DO IT !! we love ya ......

how i feel right now ??

i'm lost ( how to get things started...)

i'm curious ( i wanna know a lot more about you...people around m3,,my frens..)

i'm excited ( going to see Gary's concert...and AVRIL LAVIGNE is coming !!!)

i'm sad ( one of my best friend is going to damn-far-geh UUM and study there for 4 years..)

i'm jealous ( how can people get to slim down so easily,,but NOT M3 ? )

i'm totally BLANK ( the moment psyc2 chapter test paper reached my hand >,< )

i'm happy ( saw my cute little 4 years old kid, and he still recognise me, greet me "good afternoon, teacher Gan" ^-^ )

~~ what is this ? having all these feelings

at 1 time...am i crazy ? please tell i'm just as normal as you are ~~

going to local U ??

after spending my almost 2 years time, studying F6, cracking my head in order to solve those damn-hard chemistry question( i only passed once or twice, in all the ujian + peperiksaan i'd gone trough...at last i managed to pass my chemistry in STPM)..studied til the wee hours, cried when i failed during exams even though i'd put in all my efforts ...

now WHAT DID I GET ? i dont get any offers from the local U...maybe, i admit that my result is that good, only 2.67, or perhaps i'm not that PRO in choosing the courses...that's why i end up with nothing....so what i want to say is -- those people who said as long as u got 2.0 above, u'll SURE get place in local U la...this is bullshit!!! *sry* after STPM is proven the hardest exam ever, in chiEn'S Theory...haha...it's some sort of wasting time saja.....work so hard, then people wont appreciate it....people UP there, while they were approving our application...just simply do it...based on their mood ?? i cant say NO...cant say YES either.. really look deep into results+kokurikulum+etc....? hey people,,u know how many student are applying for this ? how many of them sit for stpm ?? u think they'll scan everyone one by one...nah.....

well,,what can i said,, it's something i believe which i called-- a blessing in disguise. (ojisang, i think u have to believe this too..lol) i knew i cant secured a place in local U..because all i want is to study PSYCHOLOGY (which become a bit famous, people need to have CGPA like 3.8 can get in..that's local U's requirement lar..>,<) therefore,, i choose not to wait for the local U result...instead, enrolled and started my psychology course in UCSI -- UNIVERSITY COLLEGE SEDAYA INTERNATIONAL *winK* i'm glad i made this decision,,and i never regret it. but i really x 3 dont understand-- how the system work ?? i mean--how they choose the course for us, and the U as well... we had submitted with the top 8 local U + course, then our results... and we need to do is WAIT !!! PRAY HARD...so what's the outcome ?? u might be asking....
~~people were given courses they didnt apply for
~~people with cgpa above 3.o were not offered a course or a place in U at all..
~~people with cgpa 2.33 got it

how could this happen ??

i have no idea at all...

P/s : anybody have a word out there ? agree ? disagree ? on the fence ? u can respond to it !!!

try it out---->>>>

Type A behavior

1. Do you find it difficult to restrain yourself from hurrying other's speech (finishing their sentences for them )??

2. Do you often try to do more than 1 thing at a time (eg: eat and read simultaneously) ?

3. Do you often feel guilty if you use extra time to relax ?

4. Do you tend to get involved in a great number of projects at once ?

5. Do you find yourself racing through yellow lights when you drive ?

6. Do you need to win in order to derive enjoyment from games or sports ?

7. Do you generally move, walk, and eat rapidly ?

8. Do you agree to take on too many responsibilities ?

9. Do you detest waiting in lines ?

10. Do you have an intense desire to better your position in life and impress others ?

want to know what this for ??

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(( my lecturer gave us this simple test in our intro to psyc1 class,,when we are studying about STRESS!!! so now,,let's see----> the more you answer YES,,chances of you getting heart attack in the future are higher....

dont worry,,dont have to take it seriously...because i think the majority of my classmates got more than 5 YES...*lol* my lecturer was so surprise, seems like we are all from the same blood type--A,,or this is how people's lifestyle right now....getting stressful,,blood typeA people are more competitive,,ambitious,,aggressive... ))

anyway,,if you guys feel stress,,thinking of a way of destress....HERE i have a perfect way,, listen carefully :

1st, u'll need a pillow...yes,,u didnt hear wrongly,,a pillow......(get a WONDER-pillow of coz..haha)

then, there are several ways for you to release your stress.....

--have a good-night-sleep

--dance with a pillow....just jump around, shake your head...and you dont need a professional training..

--scream and cry..

--hit the pillow

--talk to the pillow,,(dont worry, it wont tell people your secret, it wont nag you, it wont talk back either..

--exercise...

--1 more is having a telepathic session with a pillow....it's very easy, you need to communicate using your mind, without using words....

---->(actually,,this is our presentation for the STRESS MANAGEMENT,,in our psyc1 class...done by the PSYCHOLOGY students...BRAVO !!! by the way, those mass com and music students did pretty good presentation too.....(round of applause for them...yeah)

haha....p/s : i got 6 YES for the test above....and i'm actually Type A......

Unforgettable memory .....

Saturday---31/5/2008
went to sg.wang + pavilion ... WHY ?? you might ask---->> few local artists were involved in the "sichuan earthquake charity event..." they were to performed and have their personal stuffs up 4 grab..(jz a mini auction ) of coz my sis and i were there -- not to "buy" any things but to go for GARY CHAW's autograph signing session at Pavilion, 7pm...but then we reach there 12pm ++

then..not much interesting things happen larr.....until GARY reached,,he arrived and walked around holding the donation box,,hoping more and more people will donate ..he started from the main entrance-->1st floor-->2nd floor--> on stage...at last,,all the stuff he put up for people to bid--HE'S THE WINNER--RM20,000!!! wow !!

1. able to duet with him for 3 songs,,of coz in his nex album (i think so)+VVIP tickets to his this coming concert+ "qing gong yen" where they usually have a party after his concert= RM10,000

2. tickets to the TAIWAN and 3 days 2 nights stay( to watch --the-famous-but-i-forgot-what's-the-name-Award) = RM10,000

then we went to pavilion lor,,5pm something reach so walked around+stil walked around-----then 6.3opm already lots of people , so we decided to go and joined the Q, sitting there and WAIT !!! haha....meet 3 friends there, they last minute joined the GFC (Gary Friend Club), paying only RM 30, you'll get a T-shirt like the above....too bad, i broughht not enough $$....coz used a lot on buying snacks, 1 pair of shoe, bla bla bla......=p



he reached there 7.30pm like that, sang 3 songs, everybody were so HIGH !!! shouting like hell !!!

this picture is my favourite, when he's coming to shake our hands---i managed to get the closest picture, and somemore, this 1 was when he's shaking my hand......HAHAHAHA !! (this girl is flying high up to the sky everytime she saw this picture....^^V)